Today, I was fired from my latest wtf-job. Why was I fired? Apparently I wasn't productive enough. My project was finished and online - the customer simply never got back to my bosses about approval and my contract states that I'm not going to start work on anything new until I have cash in hand for what I've already finished.
Whatever. I don't care. I'm done with web-dev. This series of junk "developers" giving me junk pay and junk jobs and then being arses about actually getting around to paying me has ruined that whole industry. At present, the previous 3 web firms I've worked for have shafted me to the tune of over $8000 combined.
I'll never write another page of PHP for less than $200/hr. I'll never write another auth-required app that doesn't use HTTPS because the boss is too cheap to buy the SSL option on their webhost.
I came straight home today and installed all my dev tools for the things I actually enjoy. I've had VS2k8 Pro sitting here in the god damned box for months now, and never installed it because all my coding time was spent screaming at PHP for being so fucking useless.
I booted up my SVN server. Installed Eclipse. Installed my Freescale stuff. I'm going to start knocking off the entries on the "cool things I want to write" list - just because I can.
This is what I enjoy - .NET desktop apps, Java web apps, and ridiculous embedded junk. I like to hack - to tinker - to write useful things. I don't like taking some wanker artist's vision of a great website, which all my training and experience tells me is the most horrible interface in the history of the universe, hacking it apart, stringing it together with little snippets of PHP, and writing the same god damned admin interface over and over again.
I don't know how I'm going to pay the god damned bills, and I really, really don't care. I have a vacation coming up in 2 weeks - so when I get back from that, I'll have to give it some serious thought. Maybe a change in career until I can put together a portfolio that shows I'm not just a useless 1-trick PHP-tard - I'd rather work in a burrito shop than write another fucking half-baked CMS. But for now - I'm MY fucking programmer, and to hell with what everyone else wants.